Prayer On a Night for __Mirrors________.

Please give me the _____fossil_____ to have a tough but open heart. A true heart, a loving heart, a heart that can see behind itself and in front of itself. Please ____esconce______, ____and_Fuchsbau____ my ___branch______ for the ____balloon_____. Please ___be__you_,___ a person who lives strongly and simply and is grown in a way to be proud of.

Someone who is not distracted by frivolous ____parcels_____ but who embraces deep wires___ and gives others love and companionship.

My___cracks______ have been ____exploding_____. Above all is the selfishness I have shown to others in the progress of my goals projected toward them. How did I lose _ka-boom___ with ___Alexis Knowlton_______, alienate my _friend_________ and be so ______incendiary____ with ____Alexis____when I was at the End of the World____.

I betrayed my __pooh_______ not once but _a trillion times________ and I had a taste of _______arrow___. I could not sleep. The feeling of loss in my __lust______, so ________smooshy__and so _gooshy_________. I lied to baby___. I protected myself and hurt others.

______Order____is over but a continuing battle. It is a battle for ____chaos_____ above all. It’s a battle for the control of my self and of my ___rubble______ and of my feelings.

Please ___Shiva_____ if this brings any use to you, please know that I am trying to ___join_______in a different __flammable____ life. I am moving into a place of clarity and searching at the same time. I am struggling to attain the fireworks_________ I need to ______catch___and to ____forget______them.

I am trying to sculpt my environment to me, for me, rather than be a victim of my environment.

I hope and pray that __Alexis________ comes back to me. I _sing_____ that my heart is pure in its wish and that __umbrellas_________ may be purified and cleansed so that ____Alexis____ can feel happy and ___lala______again, with or without me.

I pray that I am strong and find the ___potato______ this year through the jungle ___it______ once was, I pray to find a place where my _jumble_______ and __picture___ can also lead to an exciting adventure.

I accept my __secret mirror_______ for what they are and pray that they will ____tumble reflect_____.

Love,

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Mira