Prayer On a Night for __Fire________.

Please give me the _____notebook paper_____ to have a tough but open heart. A true heart, a loving heart, a heart that can see behind itself and in front of itself. Please ____thrust_____, please_____candy wrap____ my ___one hundered dollar bill_______ for the ____sock______. Please let me be, __we________,_ a person who lives strongly and simply and is grown in a way to be proud of.

Someone who is not distracted by frivolous ____bags_____ but who embraces deep _______tables___ and gives others love and companionship.

My__keys_______ have been ____small______. Above all is the selfishness I have shown to others in the progress of my goals projected toward them. How did I lose ______a yoyo___ with ___Leon_______, alienate my _cousins_________ and be so ______hairy____ with _____chris____when I was in _____the junk yard_____.

I betrayed my __water________ not once but _33 times________ and I had a taste of _______hotdog___. I could not sleep. The feeling of loss in my __tampon________, so ________silly__and so lame________. I lied to a Cop_________. I protected myself and hurt others.

_____MP3 players___are over but its a continuing battle. It is a battle for _____hair ties_____ above all. It’s a battle for the control of my self and of the ______tissue___ of my feelings.

Please ___God______ if this brings any use to you, please know that I am trying to ___ripping_______in a different ___bad_____ life. I am moving into a place of clarity and searching at the same time. I am struggling to attain the plant_________ I need to ______cry__and to ____drink_.

I am trying to sculpt my environment to me, for me, rather than be a victim of my environment.

I hope and pray that __Phil_______ comes back to me. I ____walk______ my heart, that it is pure in its wish and that ____pants_____ __________ may be purified and cleansed so that ______Stu___ can feel happy and ___moist______again, with or without me.

I pray that I am strong and find the ___tooth_____ this year through the jungle ___we _____ once was, I pray to find a place where my __glass_______ and _______movie__ can also lead to an exciting adventure.

I accept my printer__for what they are and pray that they will _read_______.

Love,

______Becca ____